Monday, May 31

went to sentosa on sat n got thrown into the sea...xp since i was alreadi not feeling well, haha, so yesterday was like hell for me.. got real sick and stuff. fever, sore throat, running nose. yeah, u get the whole flu package man. still not feeling all that great, but i'll survive man.hah. well den, must say its kinda my own fault, hehe. shdnt haf gone, but wat the heck, hafen really done any stupid stuff dat i really wanted to in a long time man, so yeah. went and got meself real sick...hmm..yeah, well. but siloso was not bad. quite fun. =) yupp.

Posted by alalsil at Monday, May 31, 2004

Tuesday, May 25

there's dis grp in class rite now dat i personally tink is dumb and childish. im sorri if anyone from class read dis, but it really is. i noe u haf perfect reasons not to like the person in question, but i tink the idea of setting up dis organization thingie and gossiping behind said person's back is any better than wateva said person does. maebe telling the person wat's so wrong abt wat the person does wld be better than sayin all dat behind the person's back isnt it? even b4 dis, cliques were forming in the class lah, n i really really really fuckin hate cliques. of cos i noe cliques will form lah, but can dun name them. pls lah, no matter wat we're still a class loh. juz makin life difficult by encouraging further separation of the class loh.

yeah man, i just cant wait till the day the class split right down the middle in 2 man.

yeah, wateva.

Posted by alalsil at Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Friday, May 21

went to watch the ac vs vj hockey girl's semis today. ac girls aren't dat wonderful lah seriously, nvr pass properly, keep losing possesion. but den who am i to criticise huh? anyway, saw quite a no. of ppl today. dior, lynn and amanda. quite miss them leh.haha so long nvr see them already. budden like not much to tok abt, prob cos we've not seen each other for so long. guess dats wat happens when ppl stay apart from too long. no common topic to tok abt alreadi liao. part of change. i hate change. took a DISC personality test in sch, haha, my personality is S/C. S is suppose to hate change, and are stable, haha, meaning everything also super laidback kinda attitude wan lah, and C ppl are organized and neat. quite accurate leh. so yah, i hate change. =)

Posted by alalsil at Friday, May 21, 2004

Tuesday, May 11

haix. sch's getting damn boring. just getting thru the days, week, after week after week after week after week after week.... yah u get the idea. dun like the way classes tend to get clique-ish after a while. cant everyone be part of one big clique instead of small distinct ones. it was really nice when everyone stuck together at the beginning, no matter ac class or og or wateva. probably am too naive.hah.yeah..wateva. guess ppl tend to stick to ppl who they can tok to and are alike to, hence the formation of cliques.hah.

Posted by alalsil at Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Wednesday, May 5

fuck fuck fuck
i lost all my stuff in the com
fuckin shit
i hate this man
aarrrggghh

Posted by alalsil at Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Saturday, May 1

No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Wont stop
Wont stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I'm going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me feel me, come take me higher

I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
I been watching
I been waiting
I been searching
I been living for tomorrows

In the shadows

In the shadows
I been waiting

"In The Shadows"
Rasmus