Friday, February 27

haha i veri happi now..ok not veri veri veri happi lah but, much betta lah. haha i cant believe how blur i am loh.. i tot i sure die liao mah but actually i forgot to count last yr's chi results..so actually not as bad as i tot..got 14 not 16

was really quite disappointed loh when i saw my results. i knew i was dead when i saw my grades for combi humanes..yah sux lah.. yah, but really must thank cheryl, wr, paula, ruina, amanda, joanna w. and shi hui and alot of other ppl.. thx for encouraging me when i tot i really am goin to die cos of the horrible results.. seriously i wldnt noe wat to do if my mum din realise dat i didnt include last yr's chinese.. i haf no idea where else i can go or wat i will study if i cant get into a jc, cos im not poly material. so thx ppl!

quite confused now still, but hope i can stay on in sajc..=)

Posted by alalsil at Friday, February 27, 2004

Wednesday, February 25

juz read ruina's n paula's blog..haha muz agree wif paula dat i agree wif ruina.. haha..

anyway, yah..seriously, i miss rgs too. didnt tink dat i wld when i first entered the sch.. use to tink dat way all the way to sec 2..but dat tinkin changed when we changed class in sec 3..haha.. now i really miss rg n our class. even though like wat paula n ruina say, it's really not the same anymore. we dun haf the same kind of topics to tok abt, the same bonds dat we use to haf when we were a class. its quite sad really. feel like crying when u tink abt those bonds becomin "loose"..haha dun mean to be lame, but yah..

results comin out on fri..cant say im really nervous rite now. dunno y but im dat kind of ppl hu wont get nervous until at the moment when u haf to bo wateva u haf to do.yah in this case, get the results lah. seriously cant understand y ppl are so worried over the results. imean i noe wat dey worry abt, but ucant do anything to change ur results anyway, so y waste ur efforts worrying abt it? it's not as if u can change any of ur ans or ur grade or anythin..u cant do anything..so y make urself so uncomfortable by adding worries dat u cant do anythin abt?

Posted by alalsil at Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Tuesday, February 24

damn it.. i pon hockey again..feel damn guilty now loh.. the coach is so nice loh and i hafen gone for 2 weeks.. of cos its my fault lah..but almost none of the j1s are goin and sr.s arent xactly my best buds.. so yah..

excuses excuses..

wateva...

Posted by alalsil at Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Sunday, February 22

i tink i noe why i dun haf any really really close friends.. it's cos i dun share my thots wif anyone, yah? or rather, i shd say i dun dare to share it.haha.. dats wat i tink lah..we were doin smth in ME class on fri and we were doin some ws where u rank wat u value most, n close friendship was my 2nd lah..quite ironic, cos i dun tink im ever gonna haf a close friendship if i dun put enough trust in any of my friends, yah? quite sad case rite? haha..

wateva..

Posted by alalsil at Sunday, February 22, 2004

Friday, February 20

dunno wat to say lah..damn sian lah..wat the heck..

Posted by alalsil at Friday, February 20, 2004

Thursday, February 19

feeling veri sian today..actually is everyday lah..haha..dunno leh, not dat i dun like the ppl but juz veri sian loh..blahblah..dunno lah.. haha..

toking abt ppl..oso veri sian arh..lol..yah loh..becomin abit like sec 2 class.. but still alot better. but really loh, i tink class ppl gettin too clique-ish, and is highly irritating. y cant the whole class hang out together? n y must ppl in the same class gossip abt each other?halo, u haf to see each other everyday..y cant ppl be nicer to their own classmate and make life easier for each other? y gossip behind someone's back n make it awkward for each other when u tok? really stupid rite? rite..haha

Posted by alalsil at Thursday, February 19, 2004

Saturday, February 14

went out for another og outing today..'m glad dat our og is so united,cos' other ogs dont do dis kinda stuff anymore, either they dont ask their ogls or its juz a clique amongst themselves..even though not alot of ppl turned up 2day, n most of the times, the ppl who turn up are the same ppl anyway, but its really better den nothing...glad to feel belonged there=)

Posted by alalsil at Saturday, February 14, 2004

Tuesday, February 10

sajc's getting more interesting everyday..class is fine, ppl r pretty wonderful, and hockey is really really great.. i guess it's cos i noe the coach. he was my pri sch coach, so after 4 yrs he still remembers me.. its pretty amazing when i tink abt it, considering the fact dar i was nvr a wonderful or even a main player for our team..n cos our pri sch team was perfect loh (to me).cos everyone, ok most of us in the team were playing for the sports, as in like, we were really hafing alot of fun while playing..n what makes it even better was dat we my yr was like the pioneer batch of hockey sr. girls, and we won the c'ships..even though it was only pri sch c'ships it was still very very memorable.
disclaimer: haha all in from my p.o.v.. probably not the case for the rest of my team mates..but wat the heck, its my blog=p

yah. so, i, like most normal j1 student waitin for the o's results, wonders if she shd stay in sa even if she is really really lucky enuff 2 get into say, rj?=)yepps..i wondersss... i dunno if i really wnt 2 re-adjust 2 another new env agian in another ach after the first 3 mths.. esp if its rj..
no. 1: its damn competitive in rj..anything from studies to ccas, u name it dey have it! yeah!...haha..yah loh, so even if i can go dere, i prob get stuck in another club or smth lydat and nvr be able to play hockey again...boohoo**
no. 2: aiyah already noe quite alot of ppl in sa liao mah..even though my class isnt like 406 lah, and not everyone is exactly likable, but its not dat bad.. and from rg experience rite..haix*..sian ah, some of the ppl will just sae hi to u n when u turn ard, u find a knife in ur back or smth...too much politics...damn tiring lah..haix* sian...haf i said dat already?haha