Monday, March 29
saint andrew's rox man, even tho ive onli been there for the first few mths, but im totally pro-sa.love the place,the ppl, my wonderful og ond ogls, my frens and cg and the time i spent there. haf extremely great frens dere, n i really miss all of them.even the teachers (some) haha...cos the teachers are really great man. seriously. i can only wish that i'd been posted to sa instead, den i could haf stayed. so now damn bloody unfortunately, ive been posted to ac where i so do not fit in.puh-lease..just look at the ppl, not the type i normally can tok to n click well wif. well, cant stereotype them, i guess. still too early to make a definite judgement. at the very least, my class haf been not bad so far. made some frens, had an ok time,actually, although its still too early to tell as well.its only the first day im wif the class anyway.so yah.
i miss sa. i miss my og. i miss my cg. i miss boo and weijian. sigh.
sa rox!
Posted by alalsil at Monday, March 29, 2004
Monday, March 22
haix..today was extremely boring..you noe B-O-R-I-N-G..sat thru a morning of talks.had to rush back home cos i 4got to bring my syuff 4 appealing..dats my fault, but anyway, den rush back to sa to appeal. den dunno will be successful not. i hope it will be.den rush back to ac cos dere's still the dumb orientation and i haf to go back cos my ogl will noe if i pon. sian. i really really really want to go back to sajc. i miss the ppl.
Posted by alalsil at Monday, March 22, 2004
Saturday, March 20
aaaarrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
Posted by alalsil at Saturday, March 20, 2004
i dun believe im posted to acjc. wat the hell. fuck. never had a gd impression abt ac.wat the hell
Posted by alalsil at Saturday, March 20, 2004
Friday, March 12
haix..2day last day of term..so sian..mostly did nothing in sch lah..yah loh super boring lah..dunno y, i always feel more detached from the rest of the class, the ppl..like every thing i do i'll get bored..n i get bored veri fast.yah.. tink im apathic..haha, dats a word i learn dis yr in gp lessons btw..haha
oh yah, y do everyone tink dat i look dao, or perpetually pissed off?i must do a survey man: do i haf a dao/ pissed off face everywhere i go? someone told me i dont smile often enough..isit? i cant go ard everywhere smiling like some idiot wat riye?its not like i haf a screw loose somewhere...cant really help it, its my face lah..haix..i'll tink abt it, maeb i'll just haf to start acting like an idiot i guess..
Posted by alalsil at Friday, March 12, 2004
Friday, March 5
dis is really veri interesting. somehow, everytime after i read ruina's blog, i will haf something to say..haha..oso dunno y lah..
but anyway, i read ruina's blog, and there was dis entry abt trust, and how much trust we can put in put in thosel who we think we can trust.hmm.. i dun tink it's gd for me not to be able to trust anyone rite? cos dat's just wat it is like for me. i noe it's quite sad lah, not to be able to trust anyone completely. probably wont be able to haf any really close frens as well, cos u r more "closed".. ,cant confide in anyone, therfore=no one really understands wat u r thinking..hah.yah. maeb will finally trust someone someday.yah.
Posted by alalsil at Friday, March 05, 2004
Monday, March 1
actually am i too slack wif myself? my expectations are kinda low..or rather my expectations cover a wide range of results..haha..but is dis gd? if my expectations are too low, i wont haf the pressure to push me to study harder, but if i pressurize myself too much, it aint gd, rite?yah, so wat now, huh?
Posted by alalsil at Monday, March 01, 2004
i just read ruina's blog..it's quite true dat alot of rg gals haf veri high expectations of their results..dey can cray cause they haf a b3 for some subj, but which doesnt affect their overall raw score..ie. dey still do get 6 or 7..n u begin to go like" wat the hell, wats their problem?" ..yepp.. seriously..
i dun tink im veri rg.. my expectations for my results werent dat high..of cos if i can haf single igit results, even a 6, i wld haf been damn happi.i mean, im normal.. but if i had a 10 i'd still be cool abt it. den i wld haf been able to happily go to sajc wif a pretty decent score.. unfortunately, haha, i got 14 so wat the hell, im still ok. im not killing myself over it.. ok, so i culd haf done betta if i studied harder throughout the sec 4 and, even sec 3 yr. if i'd put in more effort. if i slacked less.. budden again, notice the sentence all begin wif an if. therefore,= to u cant change it now anyway.. so, all i can do now is study harder for the a's, dont slack so much and put in more effort for the a's..yup. get wat i mean, yah?
maeb i just haf to worry a little abt whether i can still stay in sa..=)
Posted by alalsil at Monday, March 01, 2004