Saturday, February 26
yesterday was a bad day...
i lost my camera. technically its my parents' which is also the reason im screwed right now and financially grounded since i have to buy a new cam to replace the one i lost before my dad finds out. yah my dad doesnt know yet which is also the reason why im not dead yet and writing this from within my grave. yepp so anyway, being financially grounded is as good as being physically grounded since without money, i cant go out anyway. yepp. bye 550 bucks. yeah i know its my freaking fault but thats hardly anything that will make me feel better right? yadda yadda. but im really glad to have my friends with me. im really grateful for the help=) hmm, should give tuition to primary school kids. can repay my mum faster and they are the only people i can teach anyway.
all the people are being so mean to jay chou. i seriously think he is being cheated by hou pei chen. i dont believe that a person like him who can write such beautiful touching songs will be a two- timer. what you write reflects on who you are and i believe that he put hhis heart and soul into his song writing. music is his life and i believe that his songs shows the real jay.
Posted by alalsil at Saturday, February 26, 2005
Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
you know it gets the better of me
sometimes, when you and i collide
i fall into an ocean of you
pull me out in time
don't let me drown
let me down
i say its all because of you
and here I go...
losing my control
i'm practicing your name so i can say it to your face
and it doesn't seem right
to look you in the eye
let all the things you mean to me
tumblin' out my mouth
indeed its time
tell you why
say its infinitely true
say you'll stay, don't come and go
like you do
sway my way, yeah i need to know, all about you
and there's no cure
and no way to be sure
why everything's turned inside out
instilling so much doubt
it makes me so, tired
i feel so uninspired
my head is battling with my heart
a logic has been torn apart
and now it ohhh so sour
come sweeten every afternoon
say you'll stay, don't come and go
like you do
sway my way, yeah i need to know, all about you
say you'll stay, don't come and go
like you do
sway my way, yeah i need to know, all about you
it's all because of you...
it's all because of you...
and now its ooohhh so sour
come sweeten every afternoon
its time to
tell you why
say its infinitely true
say you'll stay, don't come and go
like you do
sway my way, yeah i need to know, all about you
its all because of you...
its all because of you...
its all because of you...
"Sway"
Bic Runga
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Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All i know, all i know, love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All i know, all i know, love will save the day
Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All i know, all i know, love will save the day
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All i know, all i know, love will save the day
"You Gotta Be"
Desiree
Posted by alalsil at Saturday, February 26, 2005
Wednesday, February 16
just had x country today. was a complete waste of time that could have been spent on other stuff. *no, not mugging. for goodness sake......* but it was ok. not exactly enjoyable or exciting, but it was ok. haha me amy sel suyi qq yyt edwin charles pretty much walked the entire 3.2km route except for the last part. haha more like mini class outing in the forest looking at trees and monkeys picking fleas.
on my way home just now, i used a route home that i seldom use now to go home. saw my primary school and alot of wonderful memories came back. the times i had with my pri school friends were really damn fun and stress free. no backstabbing and faked friendships (ok maybe there was but i wasnt aware so...ha), it was great. i really liked my primary school. but now the school has been changed to some moe "adventure camp" that irritating noisy kids come to. make so much noise. but the thing that gets to me is that without a regular bunch of school kids there, it becomes really quiet and deserted. and neglected. those noisy kids who came here to camp can only liven up the place by so much. its just different without primary school kids running all over the place. wish i could go back inside sometime. what with the locked gate and barb wire, its kinda impossible. just wanna walk around in my school one more time.
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Posted by alalsil at Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Tuesday, February 15
just did a handwriting test. it's pretty accurate. interesting...
Joanna is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner. Joanna is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time. Joanna is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Joanna basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.Joanna will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
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Posted by alalsil at Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Monday, February 14
happy v day everyone! hehe =D whole school was seriously buzzing with this v day mood loh. was interesting to watch=D haha and rigid richard came up with some funny poem and went down on his knees for qq. and even though it was haha, embarassing for qq it was also very funny loh. and quite sweet too. finally rigid richard breaking out of his rigid mould to do something different haha. and it was really sweet of matin to give a rose to all the girls in the class. very gentlemanly =D yah even if he wanted to put bio textbook for mine... -_-
i finally finished wathching qiang wei zhi lian. damn nice show lah. cry until like dunno what. haha.
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Posted by alalsil at Monday, February 14, 2005
Saturday, February 12
ac idol yesterday wasnt all that great. organisation not that wonderful and the ppl sitting behind were so darn irritating. but the results were the ultimate. for goodness sake. ok so the j1 band were good. yah that was until the lead opened his mouth n started screaming into the mic. its a singing competition, not a shouting match. did anyone inform him about that small bit of fact? thought the daniel guy was better but the indiv winner was ok too. best part of the show was when mark ng n patrick sum sang. yah even though they came out in a totally lame way. taufat batisum and sylfatster ng or something like that. go figure. but patrick sum do haf a wonderful voice. i would even say beautiful. yah. personally dont see whats wrong wif a guy hafing such a high voice even though it is unusual. fact remains that he sings really well. mark ng too.
too bad the class guys and their band didnt make it. would haf supported damn. heheh=D
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Posted by alalsil at Saturday, February 12, 2005
Thursday, February 3
went to bugis with qi and shin today. arghh so angry got conned. paid 5 bucks more than i shd for my jay chou concert vcd. aiyah. damn pissed off lah. haix. must save money already. feel so cheated. aarrghh...
Posted by alalsil at Thursday, February 03, 2005