i h e a r t w a b b i t s a n d l i o n s

2009-07-25T18:19:00.003+08:00

to whoever actually visits my blog, i have moved! mostly anyway. will move completely after damn fyp is over. lalala :D

here!

2009-07-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

owen signing for man utd is such a weird thing. not weird- bad, just weird. my impression of owen has for the most part stopped at him being a liverpool player, even after he signed for newcastle and subsequently real madrid. now seeing him in a utd jersey is just odd. nothing against him, really. he's a great striker when he isnt bogged down by injuries and hey he scored for utd against kl, but yeah, seeing in owen in a utd shirt sure needs some getting used to, lol.

2009-07-20T02:08:00.002+08:00

i facking hate the whole damn world right now. ok fine, maybe not the whole damn world, that sounds way to emo and im really well over that teenage angst phase. maybe just the bloody lab and fyp world. and stupid boss who keeps asking for results but doesnt realise that results require time to achieve and its really not that much up to me to produce results as it is for the damn bloody mutant protein to behave and express properly. stupid boss and his stupid papers. hate to use such coarse and vulgar language when im actually a demure young lady of substance(...right, who am i kidding?), but the situation calls for it seeing as i have only 11 days left to the deadline of fyp report submission. oh fack. oh god, i just had to remind myself of the little time i have left. i am one bloody idiot. or rather boss is one bloody idiot. i hate his bloody guts at the moment even though i know he isnt such a bad person and i actually admire his sarcasm. but not right now. right now, he is my number one mortal enemy. bloody git.

oh right, harry potter and the half- blood prince was enjoyable. to quote my sister, the overall flow of the movie was pretty good, considering that they didnt split the movie into two and adapted such a thick book into one movie only. and right, all that comparison between twilight and harry potter, and daniel radcliffe and robert pattinson is just bullshit, really. there really isnt much to compare. storywise, harry potter has a better plot, and the author is also a better story teller than twilight's. between daniel radcliffe and robert pattinson, erm, even though daniel isnt as cute as he used to be in the first few movies, personally i dont see that much appeal to robert pattinson either. at least daniel can act better right? and again, this is just my personal opinion, but i dont see what his fangirls see in him. robert pattinson's face is just plain weird. sort of ugly actually. shit, probably gonna get murdered by his fangirls or something. and then again, who cares about them anyway.

2009-07-09T01:57:00.002+08:00

this is from the ntu website. wow. now boss is rich. maybe we'll be able to buy more glass plates and other lab equipment now.. right... like that will ever happen...XD

NTU receives S$30 million Competitive Research Programme grants

07-Jul-2009

Three proposals from Nanyang Technological University (NTU) have won up to S$30 million in research fund from the National Research Foundation (NRF) following its fourth call for proposals under its Competitive Research Programme (CRP) Funding Scheme. Since the inaugural CRP grant call was launched on 16 April 2007, NTU has received some S$90 million grants from NRF. This underscores the significant role that the university plays in fuelling Singapore’s drive for research and innovation.

One of the winning proposals is led by Associate Professor Jaume Torres, which aims to develop “tools for rational discovery of novel therapeutics and diagnostics targeting integral membrane proteins”.

Commenting on receiving the funding, Assoc Professor Torres says, “With this funding, we will develop our proposal on membrane proteins, which is one of the most exciting areas of research in biological systems. We do foresee that this will be one of the hottest topics in biomedicine and biotechnology for the next 10 years. We envisage this project will help to position Singapore at the forefront of membrane protein research.”

The other winning project “Interface Science and Technology (IS-Tech)” is led by Associate Professor Christos Panagopoulos.

Commenting on the proposal, Associate Professor Panagopoulos says, “We propose to engineer and investigate novel materials with functionalities beyond the current state of technology. This approach opens up new perspectives for the emergence and exploration of interface properties that are driven by electron interactions in reduced dimensions – a true example of innovative technology, with inventions and applications originating from seminal scientific advances.”

The proposal “Nanonets: New Materials, Devices for Integrated Energy Harnessing & Storage” by Professor Subodh Mhaisalkar and his team focuses on novel nanomaterials that will bring new functionalities to applications in green energy systems such as solar cells for energy generation and batteries for electrical energy storage.

“It is indeed an honour to receive the grant from the National Research Foundation. It is an acknowledgement that the project proposed by our team is of the highest scientific standard and is well aligned with the national research agenda. We look forward to develop the project to address global climate change concerns and the critical need for alternative energy solutions,” says Professor Mhaisalkar.

The CRP Funding Scheme offers substantial funding support of up to S$10 million per proposal, over three to five years. The grant funds a broad base of research programmes through a competitive bottom-up (investigator-led) approach, with submissions assessed by international scientific reviews.

2009-05-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

yea, so not looking forward to going back to school for fyp tomorrow. am utterly clueless as to what im supposed to do and what is expected of me. ok, maybe not utterly but still, bad enough. been following two people and doing bits and pieces of.. er, scientific stuff too bothersome to describe here. wasnt until last friday that i realized why nothing made much sense. cos the things i had been doing were sort of like the start and end of a, erm, process. finally saw the link after 5 days in the lab. so does not bode well for me. am doomed to bad fyp grade.

on another matter, wonder if i really should spend two years, nott to mention the money on something that i may not actually put to use in the future. honestly speaking, i have no freaking idea what i want to do in the future. what i would love to do is probably something that will never happen, or at least not very realistic to achieve anyway. really dont want to be stuck in a damn lab for the rest of my life. especially after having had a taste of it already, can most definitely say that lab sucks. is dry and boring, and have been eating suppers instead of dinners for the past few days, not counting the weekend of course.

blah, am bound to be a useless leech on society. am envious of people who know what they want to do too. is so lucky. bleah.

2009-04-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah supposed to be studying for 各家学说. whatever. so sian.
ok not whatever. i will get to continuing... eventually. so not feeling motivated at all to study. exams this time around has been weird. no sense of urgency at all until pretty much when its in my face. even then, still not much motivation. must be because we have exams (and i dont mean like tests, they are real exams) every half a semester, its difficult not to get sick and bored of cramming for exams. blah blah. damn sian.

anyway, currently very hooked on this song. its called フレンズ―　and its the second ending theme for gundam 00, not like anyone i know would know since no one seems to watch anime but me... anyhow, its by a relatively new singer from japan who can sing insanely high. and who happens to be smart and pretty too. i quote, my best friend wiki,
"Stephanie (ステファニー ,Sutefanī?, born August 5, 1987) is a Japanese singer and actress. Currently residing in Tokyo, she is signed onto Sony Music Japan and is a student at Aoyama Gakuin University's school of law.

Born to a Japanese mother from Yamaguchi Prefecture and an Armenian-American father, she is a Japanese citizen. She is able to sing five octaves and use the whistle register."

and she's my age and a leo too, how cool is that?

同じ笑顔してた
そんな僕らも幾年も重ねすぎて
すれ違う景色を
受け入れられずにもがいてる

無駄なプライド捨て去り
この世界に優しさを

Ｉ　Ｇｏｔｔａ　Ｓａｙ
勇気を見せつけても　強がっても
一人では生きられない
あの日の約束なら
心の深くに残っているよ　今でも

別れてまた出会い
新たな道に　光見つけ歩き出す
生まれてからずっと
繰り返すことで　繋がってく

いつの間に君と僕も
それぞれ未来を手にして

Ｉ　Ｇｏｔｔａ　Ｓａｙ
遠く離れていても　会えなくても
強い絆はあるから
「夢が叶いますように」
心の底から祈っているよ
Ｗｅ’ｒｅ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｆｏｒｅｖｅｒ
また会うことを誓い
ゆびきりして
僕らは歩き出したね
見えない行先へと
迷いながらでも
進んでいるよ
いつでも

変わりゆく季節と
瞬間（とき）の中
懐かしいｍｅｌｏｄｉｅｓ
大人になっても
色褪せはしないよ
僕達のｐｒｅｃｉｏｕｓ　ｍｅｍｏｒｉｅｓ

Ｉ　Ｇｏｔｔａ　Ｓａｙ
勇気を見せつけても　強がっても
一人では生きられない
あの日の約束なら
心の深くに残っているよ

Ａｓ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｇｏｅｓ　ｏｎ．．．
忘れちゃいけないからＹｅａｈ
Ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｌｅｔ　ｉｔ　ｇｏ．．．
この広い大地と仲間達のこと

Translated and transliterated by DarkMirage
http://lyrics.darkmirage.com

2009-03-25T21:28:00.006+08:00

鲁兆麟
my 老师 is “中南海御医”!!! so cool right? hahaha XD

2009-03-15T14:38:00.002+08:00

i cannot believe man u lost 1-4 to liverpool. this is humiliating. granted torres and gerrard were good, but isnt man u supposed to be at the top of their form as well? this is not good... to liverpool of all teams too.

2009-03-09T23:39:00.002+08:00

this, i kopped from chimpanjee's blog. its damn hilarious lah. cause of stupid fyp, am currently emailing lots of profs and have to figure out where they are from and what's their surname and yadda. so the first convo is between me and chimpanjee, the rest i have no idea who, but man, this is damn frigging hilarious lah. my mum thinks im crazy, sitting in front of my lappie and laughing like mad. so the excerpt:

Conversation 1

Me: zbynek bozdech is wat kind of ppl?
J: wat's that?
Me: SHIT YOU. that is a person's name?
J: ?
i have no idea
J: you serious
Me: a homo japien just like my dear fren you
J: are you telling me that this is a person's name?
zbynek bozdech
this?

Conversation 2

Me: zbynek bozdech is wat kind of ppl?
A: what talking you?
Me: ehh
y u all so bad
wait let me continue asking ppl
A: haha i really duno what you're talking about
is it a joke or riddle those kind?

Conversation 3

Me: zbynek bozdech is wat kind of ppl?
N: eeehZ
wad zyynek
is it my msn got some problem?
or ur msn?
Me: huh
N: u just msn mi some weird thing leh
Me: that's the name of a prof!
N: u mean where is the prof from?
no idea man

like seriously. XD

2009-03-02T18:51:00.005+08:00

just watched this show today because it turned out that the 各家学说 hasnt arrived in singapore yet. or something like that. the main point is ntu-sbs admin sucks. as usual. yeah, whatever. what's new. so anyway, havent watched a movie in ages.. XD not too bad, this show. its funny. wouldnt be bad to have a male friend like justin long's character, alex, in the show. very insightful indeed.. haha XD the main female character, gigi, for most part of the show, is damn bloody annoying and pathetic. and jennifer connelly make a real scary wife with some serious neurosis man. XD

and scarlett johansson is waaay waaay hot. yepp. XD

walked around vivo abit after that. have been living in a cave recently cos i didnt even know about the national geographic shop at vivo. very very cool/ great photos they sell there. duh, taken by national geographic photographers, cos they'd be good． hope i'll have the moolah to buy that kind of photos next time. totally cool. :D

2009-02-03T17:21:00.002+08:00

lookie here! my new lappie!! isnt it pretty? muahahaha!!!

ta-dah!

2009-01-10T14:28:00.002+08:00

first week of school's tiring. guess (i know) it's my own fault for having odd sleeping hours during the holidays, and now i have to get used to normal (but actually still very weird) sleeping and waking hours again. i feel like this is probably how jet lag feels or something XD. and then the stupid school made us attend these seminars which they claimed to be compulsory but guess what, no one cares if you turned up a not. and idiotic as i am, i had to show up for the one at 9.30am in the morning. shoulda have stayed at home and slept for two more hours... the only redeeming point of the first week is that there isn't intern yet on friday. that means no school for me yesterday! yippee!! slept till 2 o'clock! yeah! love sleeping! wahahaha XD..

2008-12-31T15:56:00.002+08:00

honestly our gang is hopeless at organizing meetups...XD
whats new eh? but at least when we meet up we always have fun :D

ooh right, yesterday was exciting! the television exploded in my face while i was watching the little nyonya. ain't that just exciting? ...right...
anyway, the television image sort of shook and blurred a bit and then there was sparks and a loud 'pop' sound. and then another 'pop' sound and more sparks could be seen from the speaker of the television. and then it died. death of me tv set. poor thing.. XD and it smelt bad. burnt plastic smell. ack. so the television didnt so much explode in my face but hey, there was some fireworks! exciting way to spend the evening, no? haha XD oh right, the worse thing is the stupid died with 10 minutes left to the end of the episode. like what the hell, can't it wait another 10 minutes after i finish that episode before bursting into fireworks? seriously... annoying... XD

new ipod! me! yeah! i asked for ipod classic. cause i like classic. period. :D

2008-12-24T15:55:00.002+08:00

so my blog's been dead for awhile... so sorry i lead a boring life with no excitement to speak of, and hence there's nothing to blog about. -__-''
so just random rambling cos baaboon keep complaining that my blog is dead...

went to sing k on monday. (快來teoheng! XD) wasnt too bad. 32 bucks for a small room at teoheng from 1-7pm, no refreshment included. pretty cheap for 6 hours. quite shiok. -woots- the environment in that place isnt exactly the best, but hey, its cheap. air in that place smells like stale smoke even though smoking is supposedly prohibited and looks slightly sleazy, abit like party world haha XD but then again its cheap, song selection is not bad. unlike kbox which is seriously overrated and overly priced. so moral of story is, dont go kbox... XD

oh, there's a great bakery one storey down from teoheng. the place smells supremely delicious! can just stand there the whole day to smell the air of that place. ahh...smells good... most unlike teoheng, haha..XD

2008-11-24T01:35:00.002+08:00

www.flight1923.blogspot.com

2008-11-21T19:24:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahaha!!! exams are over! im done with mr. zhang! yes! muahahah!!!!

2008-11-02T15:37:00.002+08:00

exams soon. must study. am dead.

2008-10-13T19:06:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah, i bloody well did it again...
overslept on the train to school again damn it.
hmm. well lets see.. ah, i took the train at outram and woke up at raffles place today. better than the other time when i woke up at paya lebar, no? right... of course.. bloody hell, am frustrated with myself. maybe i should bring an alarm clock with me in the morning... Hah Hah...
then there was the bursary acceptance thing within 7 days. finally called them this morning, seeing as i was already late for class and talking on the phone a few more minutes wouldnt hurt. the 7 days dateline is a damn lie by the way. got me so hung up, worrying about the stupid thing.. blah blah blah. ok, so it was my fault for being blur and not noticing the link at the bottom, but still, im irritated..

rant rant rant.. XD
ok im done :)
think i have split personality. *maniacal laughter*

2008-10-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

so my blog's been dead for awhile.. haha, lazy to blog mah. sort of like when the inspiration to blog comes, a computer isnt near me, and when i get to use the computer im too lazy to blog. hahaha XD

anyway, this guy's really great. for those who still dont know who he is, his an indie singer from taiwan. he's called 卢广仲 (lu guang zhong), and his music is really good despite looking like an fashion inept XD. (what do i know, individuality is cool...to a certain extent. haha) hey, what matters is the music and the voice, and he has a pretty damn good sense of humour too. =D really great voice! think im repeating myself, but his songs speaks for itself lah, so go listen.

this is a fascinatingly...gross mv. good song though..haha XD

said his voice was good =D
oh, people who dont know who he's imitating, go youtube and look up vitas.

2008-08-22T22:42:00.002+08:00

awww.....its so sad to watch li jiawei cry on tv after losing the bronze medal match to guo yue. can tell that she really wanted to win and to be unable to do so was like a repeat of the athens 2004 olympics. so sad lor. i wanted singapore to win another medal. that would have been so cool. and it would probably be vindication for her. especially at the grand old age of 27, she most probably wouldnt particpate in london 2012. so today was the last chance, and nope, no individual medal for li jiawei. its disappointing not only for her but for singapore as well. but singapore had a great olympic campaign anyway. our first medal in 48 years!!! courtesy of the women's table tennis team! and tao li who ca now proudly proclaim that she is 5th in the world! yeahness!! i do so love my country hahahaha. XD

2008-08-16T02:32:00.001+08:00

YAY!!!!! SINGAPORE'S FIRST MEDAL IN 48 YEARS!!! CHEER FOR SINGAPORE!!!!

2008-08-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

this is probably really old news by now, but woah. tao li actually got into the 100m butterfly finals and placed 5th. that makes her 5th in the world! that is just amazing and totally worth celebrating. especially when she was this unknown rookie from a tiny country that isnt exactly a swimming nation at the olympic level, her feat has made people all over the world sit up and take notice of singapore, and man, we should be proud of her achievement. plus, this really gives singapore hope for london 2012. medal hopes may not be sucha distant dream after all!

2008-08-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

ok some pictures from my birthday. to see more embarassing pictures, go facebook
oh, i was kidnapped from swensen's to starbucks by the way, haha

i can only describe this as "无奈"

back home and acting stupid since the headband calls for it

my presents

2008-08-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

school has started again... actually have started for almost a week..
so not in studying mode yet. am so dead. still want to slack at home and grow mold. should so be in bed... XD

2008-07-07T04:42:00.002+08:00

books, shows and movies are meant to be entertainment for our enjoyment. i really dont see the need to go for the high- brow stuff. i do enjoy stuff with more depth sometimes, but isnt it tiring to always be trying to understand all the chimonology stuff?

2008-06-21T17:01:00.002+08:00

i really enjoy <<絶対彼氏>> (zettai kareshi/ absolute boyfriend), this new j drama that is still showing right now (but is ending next week). adapted from a popular manga of the same name, the plot is pretty interesting. basically its a story about this hottie robot who is designed specifically to be the absolute boyfriend for the lead female and the female's guy boss who eventually get together, cos, duh, its not exactly possible to get all lovey dovey witha robot right? so anyway, the robot guy starts acting beyond what his program can do, and starts developing real emotion. his program cant cope and he, er, dies(?) its really weird when i watch this drama cos you would want the lead robot guy to get toether with the female lead, but at the same time you know that is not only impossible but utterly stupid cos the guy isnt even a real human. too bad for robot guy.

doesnt hurt that the robot guy is a real hottie while watching the show, haha.

2008-06-19T19:24:00.001+08:00

i was so hoping lakers would win this season, but they still lost 4-2 to the celtics in the end. so sad...and they did so well this season as well. =(

2008-05-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

不管是几时读 slamdunk, 不管是读过几次， slamdunk 都还是能让我笑，让我感动。第一次读过之后就让我喜欢上篮球，让我很想打篮球。很可惜我本身太会犹豫，一直都没有下定决心加入篮球队。其实一直都很后悔没有在中学和初级学院时代加入篮球队，即使只是为了玩玩而以，也还是没有参加。就连本来加入的钩球队也退出了。真的还蛮后悔的。我现在好想打篮球。我想至少学会带球上蓝。

2008-05-02T00:41:00.003+08:00

i finally watched "once". its a really good show, very charming, with a totally amazing soundtrack. i thought there was only one amazing song from the movie, "falling slowly", but its like full of great songs from the start to thee end of the show. damn good lor :D

2008-04-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

this is hilarious hahaha.

2008-04-14T14:09:00.001+08:00

exams.
i hate.

2008-04-03T16:24:00.002+08:00

not exactly new songs, but 苏打绿 is always nice to listen to.

左手边有个年轻人插队
看一眼看一眼眼神充满不屑
电扶梯一对情侣相依偎
你看我我看你挡在走道左边
右手边一个妇人丢纸屑
走向前走向前好像没有不对
公车站车门停在我面前
挤向前挤向前把我挤回路边

卖衣服的店员态度就好像
我花钱我花钱只是买她臭脸
不太熟的朋友靠近我身边
他的嘴他的脸充满世故气味
为何这城市为所欲为
我只要只属于我的宇宙

给自己一些从来没有过的
宁静快乐季节
已老去的岁月化成蝴蝶
都飞翔在我的房间
向时间交换来的新语言
和心上的山水说声谢谢
面对着那些不美的世界
都不想不去挂念

左手边车水马龙吐着烟
压过线闯过街直到我看不见
右手边充满暴躁的情节
一支笔一条线通通划下句点

啊……回到我的世界
啊……无谓的事都走远

左手边窗帘拉开了一些
我的房间我的身边多了一些光线
一瞬间瞳孔缩小了一些
我的房间我的身边充满鲜艳蓝天
右手边音乐放大了一些
我的房间我的身边多了一些气味
一瞬间心门拉开了一些
我的房间我的身边充满想像空间

给自己一些从来没有过的
宁静快乐季节
已老去的岁月化成蝴蝶
都飞翔在我的房间
向时间交换来的新语言
和心上的山水说声谢谢
面对着那些不美的世界
都不想不去挂念
啦…啦…啦…啦…啦…啦…
啦…啦…啦…啦…啦…啦…
啦…啦…啦……

你的眼睛蓝色的一面海
总是太安静像是会有暴风雨
呼唤一个夏季也许那天都逝去
海面闪着泪像梦境
你的眼睛闪烁的一面海
平静地叹息洒了一片碎玻璃
穿过一座岛屿也许那天都死去
海浪都沉默累不累
作一场冒险的表演
走过千秋万岁寂寞的云烟
下雨天没有地点可以搁浅
拍一张分别的纪念
努力远走高飞失眠的海面
地平线彩虹消失在一瞬间

其实从头到尾谁又得到了水仙
其实从头到尾走了错误的航线
让海水都没去你我的脸闭上眼
回到原点一个语言两个世界
作一场冒险的表演
走过千秋万岁寂寞的云烟
下雨天没有地点可以搁浅
拍一张分别的纪念
努力远走高飞失眠的海面
地平线彩虹消失在一瞬间

2008-03-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

honestly, im quite disappointed that im not at fun-o-rama right now. i was really hoping to get together with the gang and see teachers i havent seen since i graduated a couple years ago. of course i know everyone's busy, i have an important test on monday myself, but, i was sort of looking forward to seeing people i havent been seeing regularly. and it gets annoying. i wonder what will happen when i go to beijing for two years.

2008-03-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

whee my cousin just gave birth to a fat baby boy!!! ^_^

2008-03-17T02:58:00.005+08:00

people who dont watch taiwan's <<超级星光大道>> and therefore still donnt know who 萧敬腾 is, you are so missing out on a guy with one hell of an amazing voice. and he is my age. whoa. talented lor. and he was just signed by warner music and will release his album soon. quite excited actually. may get his album. ^_^ he's really good. even if he has a weird english name (jam, yes, jam xiao jing teng). who cares about the weird name when the guy's voice is so amazing ly amazing. haha. and he's a really interesting person. a real guy of few words. so few that reporters probably get headaches trying to interview and get answers out of him. dont believe he's being 大牌 or anything, just the way he is lor. but very amusing to watch his interviews lor, haha. he really is "省话一哥" lor. haha.

2008-03-07T20:13:00.006+08:00

"ちいさな恋の歌"
MONGOL 800

"falling slowly" from "once" ost (oscar winner for best song)
glen hansard & markéta irglová

"anyone else but you" from "juno" ost
the moldy peaches

2008-03-06T19:35:00.002+08:00

havent blogged for a long time. shall backblog teehee ^_^ just saying this first, stuff could be a few weeks old.

so anyway right people who still havent caught juno, go catch it. its one of the rare times that newspaper reviews actually got one of their movie reveiws right! yayness for them! since people can go read those said newspaper reviews at all, shall not bother to say much about the plot. ellen page is really really good, in fact she's pretty darn amazing and she's still only 21. oh, and the ost is pretty good too. especially the opening song "anyone else but you" by the moldy peaches, which was also sang by ellen page and michael cera at the end of the show.

on to a more depressing update. stupid 方剂学 exam. studied one bloody week for one bloody exam and it still sucked anyway. and of all the damned things, it has to be completed in one and a half months when normally it would take at the very least, half a year to complete it. best part, its 8 aus. yay.

my girl cast

main cast

lee da hae and the very cute lee dong wook ^_^
finished chiong-ing my girl yesterday. yay! hehe ^_^ its actually a 2005 or 2006 k drama lah. but its really quite nice. and lee dong wook's really cute too. haha. the female lead, lee da hae is quite pretty lah, but there's this really uncanny resemblance to my lovely samsoon's female lead kim sun ah. hmm. korea. hmm. i wonder why the resemblance. why indeed... hehe :p anyway very lazy to write about the plot. backblogging is really quite laziness- inducing. go watch it to find out lor. haha.^_^

just read shane's blog. i dont wanna be the meat in a damn production line. thats a really depressing thought. actually the entire idea is really depressing anyway. depressing but probably true. and thats really sad too. blah.

2008-02-24T16:43:00.002+08:00

i should not be online.

i should be mugging.

i might as well be dead.

no no no. die lah dont want exams.

going to buy tofu and knock my head against it.

2008-01-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

i still think its very sad how heath ledger died so young. like james dean and river phoenix. its a damn shame.

2008-01-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

Heath Ledger found dead in an NYC apartment

Heath Ledger was found dead in a Manhattan apartment amid sleeping pills, the NYPD said. (AP Photo)

BY ZACHARY R. DOWDY AND ROCCO PARASCANDOLA |
8:34 PM EST, January 22, 2008

Academy Award-nominated actor Heath Ledger, whose performance as the brooding Ennis Del Mar in "Brokeback Mountain" catapulted him into the rarefied realm of A-list celebrities, was found dead in his bed in his Manhattan apartment Tuesday afternoon, sleeping pills by his side, New York City police said.

Ledger, the father of a young girl and a performer with an impressive filmography, and who was due to appear in two upcoming films, was 28.

Until recently, Ledger, a native of Perth, Australia, lived in the Boerum Hill section of Brooklyn with his partner and "Brokeback Mountain" co-star, Michelle Williams, and their daughter, Matilda Rose.

The cause of death was not immediately known. An autopsy is scheduled for Wednesday.

Police said Ledger's body was found at about 3:30 p.m. after a masseuse arrived at the apartment on Broome Street in SoHo.

A housekeeper who had let the masseuse into the home believed Ledger was asleep, police said. But when the housekeeper and masseuse entered the bedroom, they found Ledger was unresponsive, and one of them dialed 911, police said.

Word of Ledger's death traveled quickly on the streets of the city as a crowd of about 150 paparazzi and gawkers began gathering outside the upscale building. Police used barricades to block the door.

Fans sighed and snapped pictures with camera phones of the actor's body as officials rolled it out at about 6:30 p.m. in a black bag on a gurney.

"He was a very strong actor, a lot of feeling and rawness, very real," said Rocky Berg, 38, of northern New Jersey. "He put emotion into his acting."

"I don't know what to think," said Liz Money, 26, a tourist from South Bend, Ind. "He is one of my favorite actors."

Ledger's agent, Steve Alexander, and publicist, Mara Buxbaum, could not be reached for comment.

Tamba Mossa, 32, the superintendent of the building, said Ledger had been living there for four or five months.

Ledger was nominated for a best actor Oscar for "Brokeback Mountain," a 2005 film about two cowboys who fall in love.

His love interest in the film was played by Jake Gyllenhaal, who was nominated for a supporting Oscar.

Ledger met Williams, who was also nominated for an Oscar for her role in the film, on the set.

The couple split up last year, she staying in their Brooklyn home and he moving to SoHo.

Ledger's roles also include the suicidal son of Billy Bob Thornton in "Monster's Ball," and he had starring roles in "A Knight's Tale" and "The Patriot."

He was to appear as The Joker this year in "The Dark Knight," a sequel to 2005's "Batman Begins," which recently finished filming, and in the Terry Gilliam film, "The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus," scheduled for release next year.

When at home, Ledger used to shop at a neighborhood home store and children's store owned by a company called Calypso. Michelle Vella, a buyer there, said she had frequently seen Ledger with his daughter, Matilda Rose, carrying the toddler on his shoulders or having ice cream with her.

"It's so sad. They were really close," Vella said. "He's a very down-to-earth guy and an amazing father."

Ledger was born in 1979, grew up in Perth and began doing amateur theater at age 10. At 16, he moved to Sydney to pursue an acting career, quickly landing TV movie roles and guest spots on Australian television.

After several independent films, Ledger moved to Los Angeles and co-starred in "10 Things I Hate About You," a teen comedy reworking of "The Taming of the Shrew."

His movie career took off soon after that, culminating with his Academy Award nomination for "Brokeback Mountain."

"It's sad," said Tissia Rosa, 19, a sophomore at nearby New York University who was drawn to the commotion outside Ledger's apartment. "He seemed like he had it together."

Jessica Farr, 19, said, "I'll remember him as a great, talented young actor -- someone with great promise who just happened to have a tragic ending."

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this is wrong. how can such a young talented actor be dead already? im still in shock after hearing the news on radio a couple of hours ago. he was so young. and he has a kid. now his kid has to grow up without her father. i dont know if it is worse if he did something stupid like committing suicide or if there was foul play involved, which would be just plain unfair for someone so young and talented. but i guess, the end is the same. it never feels right when a life is cut short, whatever the reason. same thing like everyone always say: gotta cherish life when you have it.

im feel so sorry for heath ledger's kid and all his other friends and relatives. he was one of my favourite up- and - coming lead actors. this is a loss to everyone who will never get to watch any new shows of his anymore.

2008-01-17T18:40:00.000+08:00

school is really depressing. i feel more like im playing catch up with the lecturers. most of the time i wish i have a remote that can pause them when they are talking too fast. nah, better to just shut them up/ period. stress level is way up. i dont understand half the things the lecturers are throwing at me. wish i can throw something right back at them. something solid, heavy and can knock them unconscious. violent tendencies are becoming really obvious since school started. argh.

i wonder if i did something wrong to bags in my previous life or something. my bag died on me. again. and this is not the same bag as the previous time. its another one, one that i only bought a few months back. what is with me and bags? why this bad karma hur? piss me off. i want to hit somebody.

2008-01-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

this post has fan girl written all over it, im quite grossed out by myself as well, but well, too damn bad ^__^

the 1st shop of coffee prince <<咖啡王子1号店>> is really really nice to watch if anyone likes chick flick in the extended drama serial/ teen idol like me ^__^ has a couple of eye candies in the film too ^__^ happy!! sorry if im sounding like a fan girl, but right now am feeling and acting like a fan girl after watching all 17 episodes plus one special episode in 3 days. gong yoo, the main actor is really cute ^__^. and the whole show is so cute and sweet and funny. and the "princes"/ workers in the show are all so cute, haha. not looks- wise, completely, but its like the chemistry in the show is real, like they are really friends. nice to watch. very cute. the story of a girl pretending to be a guy isnt really new lah, have been a lot of that kinda of shows lately, like taiwan's hana kimi, and japan's own version of hana kimi, all of which i have watched ^__^ hehe. love this idol dramas, hehe. but there's a bit of vague (or not that vague) homosexual theme here, cos the male lead really thought the female lead was a guy, but fell for her/ him anyway. aiyah, the show is just damn cute lah, must watch lor. ^__^
yoon eun hye, the female lead in this show (also the female lead from goong) is very likable in the show, and she is pretty cute. gong yoo is soooo cute.^__^ so is the waffles guy, kim jae wook. ^__^ channel u made a damn good decision to bring the show in, sure have high ratings one lor, even though people like me would probably have watched it online already anyway. happy^__^ just feel very happy after finishing the show ^__^ am in uber- fan girl mode ^__^

the 4 main romantically linked leads in the show

eye candy no. 1, the male lead, han kyul

eye candy no. 2, the waffles guy

2007-12-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

i've known for some time now that kt tunstall sings amazing songs but i've never actually gone to look for one of her live performances to watch. so recently my friend told me that she is literally a one- woman show during live performances and i finally when to search for one of her videos to watch. man, its really quite amazing, but at the same time, she a bit like cheating leh, haha. actually is that machine she uses that is amazing, but still, she's really something lor. and her songs are really good. ^_^

2007-12-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

took out the two wisdom teeth on the left. op on the lower one, extraction on the upper one. quite weird actually, cos the extraction was more painful. not like very very pain lah, just can feel more than the lower one. maybe is the amount of anaesthetic they gave. can feel that this is going to be worse than the previous time. more drilling blah blah. face is swollen already. the other time, swelling took place only on the third day. not suppose to take medicine before food. im hungry... -___-

the upper tooth

the mangled lower tooth

my teeth

anw still like the picture of my teeth. she really mangled the lower tooth. it was more difficult to pull out, so she had to drill more. i didnt get my whole tooth back. couldnt piece the tooth pieces to get a whole teeth, see. the upper one just sort of came out. i think it was like yank, and it was out haha. had to swallow alot of spit/blood. think am turning into vampire or something. if vampire were real, i wonder how they survive on blood. taste absolutely disgusting. yikes. maybe blood tastes different to them, who knows. wonder if i may haf swallowed tiny pieces of my tooth actually, the one they drilled alot. could sorta feel small specks flying around when she was drilling. hmm, extra calcium? hahahaha. ok, getting quite gross. hahaha. i love it. haha. not pulling out teeth, the grossing out of people who may read this post, hahahaha.

2007-11-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

yesh!!! exams are over and done with!! wahahahaha!!! finally!! damn 爽! yesh! even though yesterday's tcm paper was pretty crappy... still cant get over the 枳实/枳壳 came out. i was sort of like this: and like this: when i flipped to the back to look at the essay questions and saw it. ok blah blah blah. whatever...

went out to watch enchanted yesterday. really quite a good show. haha. very funny lor, laugh all the way. its a good show to watch after the exams. haha. very bimbotic and himbotic stuff from amy adams and james marsden (as in like cyclops from x-men). the story is sort of cliche and not cliche at the same time. haha, that made so much sense. it has all the cliche disney fairytale stuff, but at the same time, the settings arent very cliche. the dragon lady part at the end was abit "har?" though. dragon lady = susan sarandon. couldnt recognize her with all that make up. anyway, a very good, haha show. and amy adams very chio. looks abit like nicole kidman.

2007-11-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

hahahaha we were supposed to watch this for neuroanatomy. didnt watch until now cos neuro exam is tomorrow. haha. i like brain. he is so cute.

2007-11-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

its deepavali.
its a public holiday.
im at home.
im sick.
bloody exams very very soon.
have to study.
bleah.

2007-10-23T18:06:00.000+08:00

Here i am, everyday,
Since you said, you'd come again,
But it's not fair, cos you're not here,
I wait in vain, but nothing has changed,

I'm a flower, soaking in the rain,
If i could wish one thing, i'd hear you call my name,

So when will i see your face again,
When will you touch my life again (ohh yeah),
When will i breathe you in again (ha),
I think i love you...will i see your face again,

Little thing, like the rain coming,
She looked at me a certain kind of way,
Tell me girl, where are you now,
'cos i don't know how much longer i can wait,

I'm a dreamer, waiting for the sun,
When you're coming in, i know my life's begun,
Tell me girl...

When will i see your face again (ohh yeah),
When will you touch my life again (ummm um),
When will i breathe you in again,
I think i love you, will i see your face again,

You know that all my life i've been waiting,
Waiting for some, someone like you to love me,
You can't come by like an angel, into my life,
And then fly away, fly away,

Oh honey, cos i, uh baby, ba ba doo yeah, oh oh,
Sing, i've only seen you, oh, i said, uh huh, i said i said, yeah (woo)

When will i see your face again (i wanna see you once in my life),
When will you touch my life again, (wanna see you twice in my life),
When will i breathe you in again (ohhh),
I think i love you, will i see your face again,

I said, see bap pa da doo ba ba (ohhh),
Bap ba doo yeah, that's what we do yeah (ohh),
When will i see your face again my friend,
Oh yeah, i think you gotta let me know yeah,
Ohh yeahhh...

when will i see your face again
jamie scott and the town

2007-10-20T15:56:00.000+08:00

OMG! dumbledore was gay lah!! thats like, interesting but not really unexpected. but still, woah, damn 劲爆 loh. amazing.

see here

2007-10-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

tcm is crazy.

2007-09-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

im so bored im so bored im so bored.

memorizing sucks.

2007-09-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

这两天不知道走什么狗屎运，气死我了！yesterday the oversleeping on mrt thing, and today, my bag strap died- ed on me as i was stepping out of the train at boon lay. or maybe it's just me and smrt 八字不合。wah, really very irritated lah. and my bag, all of 1 month and 2 weeks old, my birthday present from j4 (haha) just like that, died- ed on me and 抛弃我喽。yeahness. 真的是气死我了！！！ended up borrowing bag from juejou. good thing she stays in hall, otherwise dont need to come home already loh. sian diao.

2007-09-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

i dont believe what i did this morning.

i woke up at my usual time, went out at my usual time with my dad's car to kallang mrt where im supposed to take the train all the way to boon lay. by right, i should reach boon lay at around 7.21am and reach sbs at around 7.40am. hey, guess what, i was late this morning and reached school at 9am. and guess what i actually ended up at paya lebar somewhere along my journey! isnt that amazing. see, this is how the train works: when the train reaches the terminal interchange, which is what boon lay is, it turns right back around and travels back to where it came from before. so if i took an mrt from kallang, ended up at paya lebar somewhere along the journey, and finally ended up at boon lay where i was supposed to go to in the first place, figure out what happened to my exciting adventure of a morning. hint: i sleep on the damn train.

for reference, the mrt route map:

if you are still blind and cant see:
smrt route map

damn i cant stand myself for doing stupid things like that sometimes. damn irritated with myself, cos i'll feel that i have wasted alot of time on travelling. worse thing is, i overstayed my welcome, literally, in the mrt and had to pay admin fee for the people at the control station to do whatever it is they do to my card, cos i was stuck at the gantry and it was flashing "overstayed" at me, since obviously it doesnt take 2 hours to go from kallang to boon lay. like i cared to overstay. as if i dont spend enough time on travelling 6 days a week, hello. ok, so the admin fee was 2 bucks, but still.

i dont believe myself sometimes. man. gotta start setting alarm on my phone to wake myself up.

irritated.

2007-09-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

i was on the mrt home today. saw this freaky secondary 1 or 2 school kid who solved a magic cube like within 2 to 3 minutes. way freaky. i guess its kinda cool. if you are into geeky stuff. amazing.

2007-09-13T18:02:00.001+08:00

now that its only me at home with my parents, its really quite quiet, since my sister is the one making all the noise haha. and of course, there isnt anyone left for me to blame if i did something i wasnt suppose to do haha. it will be my fourth year eventually and i will then leave as well for beijing and its only going to get quieter. of course its only for a year, after that my sister and brother will both be back and she alone can make up all the noise polluting our block.

well now, that was random.

2007-09-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

three cheers for me! i broke my own record for sleeping, or not sleeping! i slept for one hour this morning! i cant even say last night cos i slept at 4am. whee! so it isnt really anything good. duh. so now im damn cui lah. stupid tcm diagnostics test today tested all the stuff that i didnt read. sian diao lor. i are dead lor. haha. oh well, whats done is done. too damn bad for me.

2007-08-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

watched hairspray today. its an ok show lah, not really as great as i thought it be. but then its a musical/ comedy, and nothing, absolutely nothing beats grease in musical. not yet, at any rate. anyway, its not its quite nice if you are just looking to entertain yourself. a very feel good movie, very entertaining. sorta fluffy, the plot, but for the racial integration thing. tv realy is, or was, in the show's case, black and white. just thought that was true. it was a little disturbing watching edna turnblad dancing and prancing around when you know that the person is really john travolta in a female fat suit, skirts and high heels. yep, it gets disturbing. but amusingly so, haha. i like john travolta. and he is damn amazing lah, he can dance arond in heels leh. i cant even do that loh, haha. yeah, i liked the show ok, got quite alot of laughs out of it. ^_^

2007-08-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

my wisdom tooth is out!!! wahahaha. actually it wasnt all that painful and the surgery was really quite fast. 30 minutes tops. i think less than that also possible lor. haha. im still notfeeling much pain. maybe my threshold for pain is really quite high haha. or maybe its just the painkillers wahaha. anyway having to swallow all my bloody saliva's gotta be the worst part (cos i cant spit out, the blood needs to clot over the wound mah). damn eww lor. all the disgusting metallic/ iron taste. bleargh. anyway probably going back to school on monday, or maybe even tomorrow. yeah, dont need to miss a lot of lessons! ok im sorry if i sound totally sick and disgusting for yeah-ing about going back to school. i have my reasons ok. i dont want to lack behind too much in tcm diagnostics or get sai grades can. im sorry my priorities are right lor. bleah.

my tooth!!

my tooth with a bit of my gum attached!!!

more of my teeth and my gum!! i pulled out the bit of my gum later haha! gross right? haha.

i have healthy tooth/teeth!!

thats the hole the dentist drilled to take out my tooth!!

2007-08-23T11:54:00.000+08:00

jacq, not funny lor, very embarassing can... so glad i could make such a good start to ur day and entertain you leh... but anyway, thanks for helping me out, shin and jacq. hmm, now we can so put a close to that subject.

help, my eyebags and dark eye circles are, well they are beyond description lah. once school starts, they come calling lor. sian. oh yah, going to take out wisdom tooth today. at least i think i am. thats what the person said when i called to ask anyway. x- ray then surgery on same day. so 5 day mc. dont know if that;s good or bad. obviously, its gonna be good for my eyebags, but im going to have to miss alot of lectures. if i really take the full 5 day mc, im gonna have to miss almost 15 hours of my tcm diagnostics lecture. thats not good lor. well under normal circumstances, yah well anyone will love skipping lectures, but since the schedule for my course can hardly be considered normal(bloody six day week, more like monstrous), and there's gonna be a test coming up next saturday, this is hardly good timing. anyway, against my principle to pon classes, really. ok, at least when the lectures are important ok.

its not like i didnt try getting an appointment time during the september recess week, but duh, there is no available slots left for the whole of september, plus the wisdom tooth guy/ surgeon/ whoever only comes in on thursday, so sennang lor, what the hell. if i get a timing after september im afraid all my teeth would have rotted and dropped out already, so might as well get it over with.

i want to watch hairspray!!

2007-08-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

got stuff to blog and bitch about. been storing it for a few days, haha.

1. on a bitchier note... damn im really irritated by nhg loh. why are they so damn bloody slack one? wah lao, polyclinics close at 4.30pm everyday and stop excepting registration at 4.15pm. i reached the stupid toa payoh polyclinc at 4.20pm, there was no other people around and they cant accept one more measly patient. i mean i made it clear that i wasnt going to do any scaling or whatever lor, i just want to get a damn referral letter to ndc so i can get my wisdom tooth out, is it that difficult? not like it will take up alot of time right? i am so irritated. waste my time going there while lugging a heavy book too.

2. yeah! i watched <<不能说的秘密>> last saturday with jacq and shin!!

this is like the first time, not counting the time we watched harry potter with the class, that we watched a movie together lor. and that is just unacceptable lor. hahaha. qq couldnt come cos' her it was her gong gong's birthday. so cool, her gong gong also a leo like me! yeah! yeah for leo! haha. anyway, the show was great! totally loved it! the twist was really twisty, and because it is so twisty, it was both unexpected, and to be a little objective, slightly, just very slightly difficult to link it with the genre of the first part of the movie. the front part of the movie really very cute and sweet and funny 黄秋生 is very very funny haha ^_^ the ending is quite sad and touching. and the songs and music in the show is damn nice! i dont just mean the theme song, but the other music pieces. i mean like d-oh, jay chou wrote it mah, haha. anyway, people should go watch the show! ^_^ oh yah, right, must take into account that i m a big fan of jay chou lah, haha. but seriously, everyone i now who watched it said it was good. ^_^

3. on a more interesting note, hey, my birthday next year has a really nice ring to it. the day/ month/ year will be the same!! cool! haha.

2007-08-10T17:54:00.000+08:00

jacq and qq celebrated my birthday for me yesterday!!^_^ thx guys, even though you cheated my feelings to give me a surprise. haha. very evil loh, lie to me say qq quarrel with her parents again, cannot come out and left with me and jacq only. haha, to use jacq's words, i was stunned when the guy at nyny sudenly showed up and said happy birthday to me. like why would this strangerknow my birthday loh. damn weird lah. then qq showed up. wah lao, seriously cheat my feelings loh. haha. thx anyway guys, appreciate it. oh yah, new york new york has seriously good service ^_^ really nice candy floss too. oh yah, my birthday cake was a heart shape lumpof candy floss haha. yeah happy ^_^ then came home for steamboat, had vodka, got slightly high, watched grease. again. for he nth time. and still managed to wake upfor school at 5 plus today. am i like good or what? hahaha.

advertising for nyny. should get some money from them haha

posing around with jacq

making candy floss. i sucked at it.

my creation

umbrella

ella-ella-eh-eh-eh

flowers jacq and shin gave ^_^

by the way, qianqi i want the res of the pictures k?

2007-08-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

first day of school sucks. 6 day weeks sucks. not being able to use internet on my own computer and having to use it on my sister's or brother's laptop which have password because the router is idiotic sucks.

im still in holiday mode and dont really want to start lessons in chinese because im more comfortable with english.

i just love bitching. right.

bleah.

2007-07-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

went out with the entire gang yesterday to holland v crystal jade for lunch. it has definitely been a while since our whole gang has met up altogether. all because the last time we saw a certain somebody from our gang was during this year's chinese new year... thats like a good 5 to 6 months lor... no matter, lunch was yummy, even though im now broke beyond broke, haha. qianqi came late, and was still at home by the time we were supposed to meet, which wasnt really any surprise, hurhurhur, but never mind lah, used to it already lor. 习惯就好 lor, haha. next time we meet up, must remember to tell her the time we are supposed to meet minus an hour. she will probably show up at the correct time haha.

after lunch we went to jalan jalan around the place. went to lim's, hurhurhur, then shin had to leave for church. went to mark's house after that to sit around and watch harry potter GOF on HBO. i cant believe jacq fell asleep watching harry potter lor. i can say the movie wasnt exactly the best potter movie, but still, falling asleep? i even more so cant believe jacq doesnt read harry potter lor. that is just not normal lor. but then its jacq what, hahahaha =P.

2007-07-26T13:00:00.000+08:00

spoilers ahead. shoo if you havent read deathly hallows.

i just finished reading the last harry potter book yesterday. not because im slow, but because other people were reading before me and there was only that one book haha. i love the book. the story was very 紧凑, very tight and fast- paced, unlike the fifth bbok, ootp which had too much space in between when harry was being angsty and a pain in the ass. this book, deathly hallows doesnt give you time to catch your breath or an opportunity to put down the book. i was pretty much glued to the book and finished it in a day haha. throughout the book i was very tense, haha. its quite touching too. i cant believe she killed fred. the twins were my favourite characters lor. poor george. cant begin to imagine what the remaining twin will feel like.

i cant stand those people who keep complaining that the ending was cliche. like duh. the ending for this type of stories always ends something like this, dont they. any other possible ending, like harry survives and voldermort doesnt (good triumphs over evil), or both die in the last battle (good and bad cancels each other out, the balancing out thing), they will be cliches lor. pretty duh what, cos anybody could have thought of these endings for the book. but how then to end the book without a cliche? its impossible. i mean, the only ending that wouldnt be a cliche is if nobody finishes voldermort off. in that case it wouldnt be an ending anyway. i really doubt anyone wants to see this type of ending, so shut up already. and what is so bad about the hero coming back to life again? yeah, yeah. its a cliche. get over it. or would anyone rather voldermort triumph? i think not right. so we are left with cliches. anyway, it isnt really the ending that is that important, it can be guessed anyway. the important thing about the last book is how rowling will come up with interesting content that will answer all the questions and mysteries of the earlier book. its again, the old cliched to death saying of how the journey is more important then the end of it. i'll concede that the last chapter, or rather the last few sentences were sort of neither here nor there. i turned the page expecting more, but it was more like "hur? end already?", very abrupt lor. and throughout the book there were some "hur?" parts, like when fred died. it was more like "he died?". plus alot of the other characters werent really accounted for after the battle. but all in all, harry potter and the deathly hallows was a really good read, very exciting.

i hope rowling will write more books that will make harry potter's world even more complete. like how tolkien wrote all those books on the history of middle earth which made the whole thing seem even more real. it'd be pretty cool. like what happened to the other characters after the battle. what happened to hagrid, mcgonagall. who became the new minister for magic? did kingsley become the permanent minister. who became the new headmaster/mistress of hogwarts. what career harry, ron, hermione and other characters went into. and wandlore. i really think alot of people will ask rowling to write about wandlore after she wrote that juicy little bit about how complex and secretive wandlore is. how do you expect people not to ask questions about that? its way too intriguing.

snape, kreacher, dobby and the twins are great. totally love this book. long live harry potter! haha ^_^

2007-07-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

went to benny's psc scholarship ceremony today. it was boring, as expected of this kind of ceremony thing, but im still glad i got to see it. haha, no chance for my sister, cos only 3 places and also because she wasnt back yet when he was filling the names. its so 奢侈 that the istana has such large grounds in the middle of orcahrd road lor. wah lao, land in orchard road is how ex lah. anyway, they really spend alot on these scholars lor. there were people bringing umbrella to you at the carpark to shelter us (cos it was raining) to the chartered minibus that was suppose to bring us to the main building. that is too 夸张 lah. so weird lah. and uncomfortable. and self- conscious. weird. but then again my brother kind of signed his life away to this thing lah, haha.

anyway, i guess with such a 厉害 brother, 难免会感到有一点骄傲. but cannot let him know, i just know how he will rub it in my face haha. mr teo chee hean is seriously tall, so is mr lee hsien loong. or it may just be my brother who is really short hawhawhaw.

the programme

the invite

he's cert thingy with he's ugly signature inside

my brother

waiting for my mum to collect harry potter VII

oh yah, harry potter and the deathly hallows!!! whee!!!

2007-07-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

photos courtesy of the birthday girl, qq ^_^

this game is really silly and fun ^_^

the day's big winner, jacq

snorta's sorta like concentration, but more long- winded

caution: gauranteed to start arguments among friends.

jacq wins at im the boss too...

happy barfday qq!

with the birthday girl^_^

a spot of phototaking @ speaker's corner

lost?

gangmateys@riverside

i like this photo although its unglam and im sorta outs haha

foodie foodie foodie!!! @riverside indonesian cafe

end of fun day! whee!

2007-07-04T15:46:00.001+08:00

yesterday was qq's birthday so we went out. as usual im the first one to reach harbourfront station where we were supposed to meet at 12.30pm (werent we, jacq) ok, so maybe because my house is 15 minutes away from harbourfront, im sorta early hehe. anyway, us girls minus qq, obviously, went shopping for qq's present and i ended up buying a pair of aviator shades for myself from forever21 as well haha. i have been wanting aviator shades for the longest time. but damnit, now im broke. so it wasnt the 11 bucks that i spent on the shades that made me broke, more of like, how i havent been working for the whole holiday and living on my meager amount of close to non- existent savings, which probably accounts to loose change for shaar, haha. anyway, end of story is that im broke, and moral of the story is spend within your means. but i choose to forget this wise words from myself once in a while, wahaha.

anyway, we bought this blue and white striped top for qq which she may or may not wear as a dress. it is too short by the way. dont know where she gets these weird ideas from anyway. must be the pornstar in her, wahaha. so we went to settler's cafe after meeting up with qq at clarke quay station, who was also incidentally late. seeing as how she is the birthday girl, shes allowed to be late (i guess?). haha, we were damn noisy in settler's lor. ugly dolls was really fun and noisy haha. i ove noisy games, they are so much fun lor. im the boss was fun too, but man, was shin scary. haha. she can definitely do business, shes damn good at bargaining/ negotiating lor, hahaha. and dont get taken in by jacq if anyone ever plays with her lor. she kept saying she was very play and asking to be part of the deal, in the end who was the one with $81mil and won both rounds of im the boss? tsk tsk tsk.

we went to riverside indonesian restaurant for dinner. pretty good food, the kind i like. i guess you can call it malay food. yum yum, haha. qq took a lot of pictures since she was the only one with camera. in fact qq and jacq were constantly taking pictures, so much so that it annoyed me and shin, hahah. anyhow, it was fun, and i manage to get rid of the dust and cobwebs i managed to gather over the holiday haha. waiting for pictures to be uploaded by qq, whee. ^_^

2007-07-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

currently reading j. r. r. tolkien's the silmarillion. always wanted to read and know more about the early ages of middle earth after reading lotr. like alot of people, it was really the movie that actually got me interested in the books, but what the hell, im a normal person and dont just ready great literary works out of the blue lah. honestly, the silmarillion takes some warming up to. i actually fell asleep for abit while reading the front part of the book, haha, but it gets much more interesting as the story goes on. its amazing how tolkien comes up with his story, its amazing. its like another world of his own. supposedly, theres alot of stuff about christianity going on in his books, but owing to the fact that i am not one, i dont really see all that much parallel between the story and christianity. of course, there's the obvious one where they have this god, eru, and the fall of melkor or morgoth, who is probably suppose to be satan, i guess. ok, i think this is getting boring. the point is... there isnt any.

just random ramblings again. i guess.

haha.

can anybody tell that im bored?

oh yah, national stadium closed officially yesterday. singapore got well, thrashed in a way, 3 - 0 by the socceroos, but the little that i actually caught on tv was actually not too bad soccer from singapore too. epl players harry kewell and mark viduka scored. viduka, the australian side captain, scored twice. kewell's rather cute, haha. the singapore players put up a pretty good fight actually, so, not too bad i guess. the match between the veterans of singapore and those across the causeway, i didnt watch and i have no idea who won. when i watched the replay on news though, i was rather worried for the keepers from both sides. afterall, age is catching up on these old guys, and they still have to dive all over to save goals. like seriously, ouch. haha

australian soccer team

c. kunalan lighting the torch at the national stadium for the last time

2007-07-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

周董与女主角桂纶镁

周杰伦

周杰伦的新歌《不能说的秘密》是为了他自导自编自演的新同名电影《不能说的秘密》量身打造的英式摇滚主题曲。这首歌也是周董和他最佳拍档方文山合作的。已经听过了。很好听！哈哈哈！^_^ 周董的英式抒情摇滚非常之有feel, 方文山的词也和一直一样的非常有意境，很美，很微妙。很可惜这首歌只在网上才能够下载，不过应该会有电影原声带吧，只好等原声带发行吧。非常期待周董的新电影！！电影似乎还在后期制作中，好像会在七月底上档吧。这也是他执导的第一部电影。故事是初恋的故事，由周董担任男主角，桂纶镁担任女主角，还有周董的干爹，黄秋生饰杰伦戏中的老爸(就是头文字D里周董的老爹)。期待！哇哈哈！^_^ 更加期待周董的下一张专辑！虽然不知道要等到什么时候。。。不过好东西自然是值得等待的！哇哈哈^_^

《不能说的秘密》

2007-06-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

the movie/ drama version thats the オール阪神・巨人

anime/ manga version
i may be regressing to an otaku, i dont know, hopefully not, but i preferred the anime version of ラブ★コン (lovely complex) to the j- drama version (or is it a movie?), which was not bad as well. but the anime one definitely got much more laughs out of me, haha. very loud, holding- my - tummy kind of laughing, which i think irritated the hell out of my family who were watching tv. yeah, whatever. anyhow, ラブ★コン is about this giant(by japanese standards and my standards as well) of a 172cm tall girl, koizumi risa (lucky ass) and a small fry (156cm, which is just sad) of a guy otani atsushi, who both obviously have height complexes but ends up together anyway. they have very similar characters, they say the same things at the same time, have same tastes in music, enjoys stuff which they alone find are fun, etc etc. and because of their height differences and perfect timing when they are saying stuff, they are known as オール阪神・巨人 (all hanshin kyojin) or the comic relief of their school, class, etc. basically wherever they go and whenever they start arguing, they wouldnt have to worry about not having money cos passers- by will probably throw money at them for the laughs they are providing unintenionally. theres always the requisite problems along the way, love rivals, yadda yadda, to add more spice into the storyline. obviously its a very shoujyo kind of story but anyhow, its a nice show, and the anime is still ongoing. if anyone wants to regress into an otaku, can check it out, haha. oh yah, the actor 小池徹平 (koike teppei) actually looks kinda like the anime/ manga otani in other pictures, pretty amazing, haha.

2007-06-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

i suppose im destined to live out this 3 month holiday in useless boredom. not that its anyone else's fault but mine, seeing as how im to lazy to get my ass out for a job interview. but then again, that's what holidays are for, arent they? to slack around. anyhow, i doubt if im going to get another holiday as slack as this. maybe i'll do a special term during the next 3 month holidays, clear the elective crap out of the way. at least i've been catching up on taiwanese idol dramas and lost and antm, basically, tv, wahahaha.

so is there going to be a chalet or not?

2007-05-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

i reinstalled windows xp all by myself! yeah! im so proud of myself!! haha. its a pretty big accomplishment for me lor. cos im a computer idiot mah wahahah.

2007-04-06T13:42:00.000+08:00

study time has once again arrived. yippee.

2007-04-01T18:37:00.002+08:00

bloody, f**king hell. i hate computers. i hate viruses. shit. that thing had better not be a virus, damnit. i dont have the luxury of time to reformat the bloody computer lah. exams are in like 16 dyas, and im as prepared, well, not prepared. so yeah, congrats to me. damnit. i know its not really yyt's fault that the stupid thing was sent to me cause apparently, it keeps sending itself to my sister,but im still going to kill him when i see him. argh. technology's a bitch. i hate computer stuff. i feel like killing someone. and i know the perfect candidate.

2007-04-01T18:37:00.001+08:00

2007-04-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

2007-03-25T01:05:00.001+08:00

small world, fyedee is in my brother's platoon, haha ^_^

2007-03-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

i think i kinda get it, but i kinda dont as well. its sorta vague. cant the stupid thing be more bloody specific? wah piang, like that how to get anything done. supremely pissed off right now. bloody hell.

lab report sucks. period.

2007-03-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

「ありがとう」と君に言われると何だか切ない
「さようなら」の後も溶けぬ魔法淡くほろ苦い
the flavour of life, the flavour of life

友達でも恋人でもない中間地点で
收穫の日を夢見てる青いフルーツ
後一歩が踏み出せないせいで
じれったいの何のって baby

「ありがとう」と君に言われると何だか切ない
「さようなら」の後も溶けぬ魔法淡くほろ苦い
the flavour of life, the flavour of life

甘いだけの誘い文句味気のない毒
そんのものには興味もそそられない

思い通りにいかない時だって
人生捨てたもんじゃないって

「どうしたの」と急に聞かれると「ううん、何でもない」
「さようなら」の後に消える笑顔私らしくない　

信じたいと願えば願うほど何だか切ない
「愛してるよ」よりも「大好き」のほうが君らしいんじゃない
the flavour of life

忘れかけていた人の香りを突然想い出す頃　
降り積もる雪の白さを思うと素直に喜びたいよ

ダイヤモンドよりも柔らかくて暖かな未来
手にしたいよ限りある時間も君と過ごしたい

「ありがとう」と君に言われると何だか切ない
「さようなら」の後も溶けぬ魔法淡くほろ苦い
the flavour of life, the flavour of life

宇多田ヒカル
the flavour of life

*****

i think, i hope the lyrics are right

2007-02-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

new year pictures with my sister, brother and cousins. beware: may cause trauma.
wahahaha

very obviously the theme is niang

this was supposed to be manly

i said it would be traumatic didnt i?

bms year 1 photo with our professor A/P Huang Zuozheng from china

2007-02-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

very sian with school leh. everyday its just repeating what i haf been doing everyday, over and over again. its too fast lah, half a sem for a 6au module is damn killer can. wah lao. going to die liao lah. lecturers pretty much suck for the most part. its probably part of their requirement to lecture in a droning manner, tried and tested, and targeted at students to make them fall asleep. probably have money back guarantee on that lah. haha, yes, i am still falling asleep in lectures, but contradictory to popular belief, it isnt all that often ok.

2007-01-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

一直以来，不并不是许玮伦的fans，对她的一举一动也没什么兴趣。对我来说，她只不过是一个我听说过，电视上看过的一个人罢了。听到许玮伦过世的消息还真是有点震惊。怎这么说她也只不过28岁，这么年轻而以呢。虽然听到她发生交通事故情况紧急，但还是一直都认为她是一定会醒过来。或许不能在当艺人，但至少还能生存。可能是因为她是艺人的关系吧，就会觉得说，一定能醒过来的。就像戏里的剧情一样啊，不管怎么样都会没事的。可是很显然的，虽然说人生如戏，戏如人生，可是戏里的人物可以在遇到严重交通事故后还可以生还，不过现实生活却是不一定的。就像许玮伦这样，非常不幸的，她没有像戏里的那种机会。

不过话说回来，或许是因为她是艺人的关系才会想写这篇的吧。逼近遇上不幸事件的人，英才早逝的人，不只一个。所以呢，说句老套的，就是要好好珍惜生命吧。

2007-01-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

slide your feet, create the shock
touch another, watch it pop
live a little, live a lot
and show me everything you've got

Oh, cause it takes some time
and just a little bit good
reality won't hurt, well, longer than it should
just talking about that it's there
face the fact, don't act like you don't care

Cause you gotta stop and show it, just so I know you know it
maybe just a little bit, oh come on admit it right now
cause I know that it won't be over til it's gone
so let it be gone

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out

Now I know it's hard to be something that you don't think you are
but it's hard for me to even try to understand why you are beating your own heart
cause you gotta try, just try to be honest
and I'll be honest with all these things that say
now listen clear, whether break your modest, I'm here
don't hold back, don't hesitate, don't disappear

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But it's time for you to start
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it make sound

So hey, just let it pour out
don't let your past begin to let you down
just sing it out, just let it make sound
and as will heard, it will be healed and found
'cause it's normal that emotional pasts can spawn
emotionless dads, mothers, and nation's flags
so show your face, no don't be afraid,
no don't be afraid to show your face

After all these things I've learned
about things I do and don't deserve
can easily just shape my life
shape away, I start to die

No, cause it's up to me
if I dwell much longer than I should
and I'll hold my tears for years thinkin' it's doing me good
so let's start right now, and just make a vow, you'll let your heart just sing it out

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But it's time for you to start
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it make sound

"show me everything you've got"
the rocket summer

2007-01-17T01:40:00.000+08:00

[好渴。]
[別急﹐ 很快的你就有水喝了﹐ 那個行星有百分之七十的表面是水噢。]
[行星﹖ 那是什麼地方﹖]
[是你未來九十年要生存的地方。]
[那我又是誰﹖]
[你現在是一團渾沌的能量﹐ 是宇宙中的虛物質﹐ 生命的準備狀態﹐ 人們通常叫
你『靈魂』。 ]
[『靈魂﹖』﹐ 我會一直叫這個怪名字嗎﹖]
[你會有一個新名字﹐ 一個被祝福的名字。會有一個女人溫柔的生下你﹐ 餵養你﹐
保護你。你會慢慢的長大﹐ 青春﹐ 凋零﹐ 老死。你將會擁有快樂﹐ 滿足﹐
悲傷﹐ 憤恨。你會嚐到被呵護的甜蜜﹐ 受盡被撕裂的心痛。我保證你會有一趟
難以形容的奇妙旅程。]
[為什麼﹖ 為什麼要讓我去經歷那些﹖]
[不為什麼﹐ 不用多想。會有一種力量引導著你。它將會讓你喜悅﹐ 瘋顛佃你會
變的自私﹐ 也會變的偉大。任何人都逃不過這種力量﹐ 它巨大﹐ 它聚合萬物﹐
它甚至是行星存在的原因。]
[那是什麼﹖]
[時間已經到了﹐ 向著光的方向出去吧﹗]
[現在嗎﹖]
[就是現在。去活吧﹐ 去愛吧。]

『為愛而生』五月天作品

2007-01-10T19:01:00.000+08:00

shin should watch this haha. ^_^

2007-01-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

school's crap. stupid edventure still not showing my course which i have already registered today meaning i cant get my lecture notes. stupid core subjects already make up 22AUs so stupid STARS dont allow bms students to take electives cos will become 25AUs which is overload already lah. stupid sbs should have had made it clear to oas about it otherwise how to take electives, cannot take electives how to clear required AUs. stupid timetable end so late almost everyday some more almost everyday must wake up at unearthly hour to reach school cos all morning lessons. yadda yadda.

2007-01-06T13:10:00.000+08:00

i miss PE. definitely not the pft part,im not that mad. more of the sports and games lor. wah im bored stiff man. er, but im not bored enough that i cant wait for school to start again. i can definitely wait, im patient. yepp, thats me, patient. right. im sure i can find stuff to entertain myself with. right. damn im bored.

2006-12-19T02:16:00.000+08:00

this show is really good. its "花樣少年少女", adapted from the japanese manga "花ざかりの君たちへ" and its damn funny. ^_^ should watch it on youtube. still ongoing in taiwan, now at episode 5. cant wait for next episode. wahahaha. and 吳尊 is so darn cute. muahahah ^_^

2006-12-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

had a sc8ters meet up last sat at manhattan's at ps. gang met up before that at vivo. my first visit to vivo loh haha. not that i sua ku or anything lah, but didnt have the time to go there until now mah, what with exmas and going to shanghai, eh? hehe ^_^ well minus shin anyway. dont know where she get all her work lobangs also loh haha. actually nothing much happened loh haha. just most of the guys, shar and syed went out after dinner together. as usual the whole night was mostly listening to army talk. there was the dota talk phase, and now its army talk phase. haha. at least its still sorta interesting lah haha. anyway i kopped qq's pictures. haha too lazy to bring camera lah. hehe.

at vivo trying to get sponsorship deals for soft toys hahaha

gang mateys minus shin on vivo's rooftop

mark-erina? wahahaha

err... haha

most of the guys that night

girls

nothing better to do, stay at home watch dvds. man, im boring. haha. ^_^

suddenly thought of how azad forgot his JAE application in j1. haha. reminds me of someone right now. like say, me. haha. forgot to do my subject registration so now i have to register my subjects during the add/ drop period. haha. at least i wont ever forget to register my subjects ever again. i hope. hehe. ^_^

2006-12-14T18:20:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!
OMG I AM SUCH A FRIGGING IDIOT! (I know my sister will agree, but you, fat pig, shut up, or else...)

this was going to be a post about my shanghai trip, but that will have to wait. probably forever. i hate cold weather.

shit, i forgot to register my subjects by december 12. shit shit shit. i must be an idiot. oh god. how can i be so bloody forgetful??!! wah lao. im going to knock my head against a tofu lah. shit. damn damn damn. ok i did see the email, but that was like during exams time and the dates didnt really register. you know how dates after the exam are like- they are just, well, dates after the exams. always during exams, i just heck whatever that will happen after the exams. i didnt even know what time my flight, how long i'll be gone and when im coming back form shanghai lah. and im damn forgetful loh. i left on the 2nd, came back on the 11th at 11 plus pm, and didnt have a chance to use the computer. the next day which is the frigging 12th was my cousin's wedding and i wasnt free for the whole day, so yeah! i happily missed my subject registration deadline. cheers. so i finally used the computer today, and i find out this wonderfully good piece of news. damnit. aaarrrgghhhhhh!!! oh, so there was yesterday, some may say, why didnt you use the computer and call the office yesterday? well, i dont know may be because its the holidays and i was slacking? bloody hell damnit. is that a frigging crime now? to slack during the holidays? urgh.

ok, ok, im calm. im calm. i'll just call the students affairs office tomorrow cause they have bloody closed already. shit. damn, vulgarities is just waiting to spill out of my mouth right now. urgh. i feel like killing someone right now. namely me. shit.

2006-12-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

i got this from my sister's blog who obviously got it from her friends.

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2006-11-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

yeah exams are over!!! i'm so happy i slept until 1.18pm today!! but thats hardly my record hahaha. ^_^

2006-11-25T13:59:00.000+08:00

whee stayed over at jacq and shin's hall on the 22nd cos of jacq's birthday. it was a pretty impromptu decision seeing as i didnt bring anything or in fact intended to stay over in the first place, yah, i guess i can say it was pretty impromptu. we so overestimated ourselves when we ordered the pizzas. pretty much stuffed ourselves. think i gained 1kg or something. sorry if that sounded bimbotic muahahaha. oh well. talked until around 5 am until i fell asleep. haha. wasnt feeling too well but what the hell, its been a long time since we had a chance to talk so much. oh, i didnt do much talking, jacq and qq did all the work, haha. and if i dont get off the computer now, im going to die, because its still exam time and im dying. i know ive said this to about everyone, but yah, i am so dead for bs 103 and bs 205. thats organic chem and biostatistics. dont know why they must arrange bs 205 in the evening and bs 103 the next morning. where got time to study lah, bloody hell. and theres so many bloody mechanisms and reactions to remember loh. jia lat lah.

2006-11-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

bloody hell. doesnt feel like exams lah. more like one bloody long nightmare wah piang. no wait, exam time is a nightmare. what the hell am i saying? siao liao. wah damn sian. crap.

2006-11-08T19:17:00.000+08:00

exam time...

2006-10-28T14:02:00.000+08:00

ooh im going to 上海 to visit my sister in december! yeah! oh, the visiting my sister part is not the exciting part lah, its the going- to- a- cold- country- during- winter- time- even- though- its- probably- not- going- to- snow part that is exciting! hehe. never been to cold places before, unless you count the 21 degree Celsius Genting trip when i was seven cold weather, then yah, you can probaly say i have been to like, erm, a cold place.(?!) yes, its probably totally justified to say im suaku, seeing that the furthest country/ place ive been to is phuket, which isnt even out of se asia. suaku would, therefore, be about right. (i have no idea how the "therefore" got there. been writing too many lab reports with therefore-s, me thinks. am currently writing a lab report on organometallic/ Grignard reagents. cheers. -_-) i would actually have to wear those thick clothings, oh, yah, winter clothes. ooh, like, woah, exciting. thats like, something ive never done before lah. (hows the mountain tor-toise/ turtle/ whatever act?) ooooh... cold... ooh... fun...(thats the caveman, or should i say, cavewoman/girl act)

2006-10-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

你不开心的脸
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算在靠近
眼前
我们一样没交点

没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天

悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念
也有你的空虚无边

你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
他住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远

你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头我就在
你的身边

"听见"
方雅贤
**********

sianness...

2006-10-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

technically speaking with 3 reports to do, 1 due next monday, 1 next friday and the other one the monday after, and an econs test which frankly speaking, i suck really really badly at, hey, i shouldnt be posting this at all. i should really actually be a beacon of hardworking-ness, working my ass off, busting my guts out. a little gory, yes. but, nah, obviously im not. what to do? damn damn sian. and i really dont want to take the frigging test. knowing myself, i should have taken up the s/u option for econs. that is, if i had known what the hell s/u was at that time. damn. now im done for. in fact i should have stayed way clear off econs. like really far far away. like maybe from here to betelgeuse, which by the way is the left shoulder of the constellation orion, which by the way i learnt in astronomy lectures, which by the way are much more enjoyable than econs. no, really. well now, i hope i didnt sound like a damn geek, did i? haha. astro really is quite interesting. bet i deceived everyone by falling asleep in lecture, didnt i? haha. wah sian. reports. sianness.

2006-10-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

what actually goes into the conclusion part of a lab report on an experiment to extract caffeine from 铁观音? hmm...

damn sian...

2006-10-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

yeah went out with well, 6 other people from the class yesterday. getting a little pathetic people. eh, must go out more often together mah. sc8 leh. haha. was looking forward to meeting up with the class again, even though in the end, the guys kept talking about army. as usual. me and qq, sad to say, were the only 2 girls around yesterday. i still remember the good ol' days when girls outnumbered the guys during class outings. eh girl, more enthu a bit can? so it was like me and qq, fidz, fiqqo, azad, charles and jeremy, and we got pangseh-ed by jacq loh. tsk tsk tsk. next time go out girls must outnumber guys agian leh. haha ^_^ oh yah, we very heng loh, of all days, we had to go out on a day when psi was the highest in i have no idea how many years, but yah, a lot of years lah. qq's mum was giving psi update the whole time loh. cos we were sitting inside sakura so i was pretty shock-ed (say shock- ked. haha) to hear that psi was 159. like wth loh. eh, like to burn your land so much, give to us lah, we not enogh land sia. pollute our air some more, wth. dont wanna get lung cancer and die yet you know, still young loh, haha.

sian lah, got organic chem test tmr. still have 2 1/2 more chapters to read. qq upload pictures k? haha. ^_^